Nothing matters

Nothing matters

No one understands 

All the thoughts that 

Surround in my head

It's best just to remain silent 

Nothing matters 

All the ways that people perceive 

It's just me and I'm complicated 

So I'll just remain to myself

At least I can talk amongst my own voices that swirl out of 

Control 

And in the end they will all tire 

From the never ending results 

That can't be found 

To speak aloud will sound 

Foreign to those that have 

Not also been lost 

But to only my mind will 

The thoughts become a toss

between what's right 

And what's wrong 

It could be that I will never know 

The right thing to do

What to say and 

What not to

Nothing matters 

Because in the end it will 

Get tossed into the world

Of all the other heads 

and then they too will 

Become confused 

Nothing matters 

I will continue to 

Remain scared 

Of saying anything out loud 

It's just better this way 

To only deal with myself and 

Not all the other opinions 
of everyone else
 that try to make sense 

Of the thoughts in my head. 

For how can they 

When the one 

that knows them best 

is not even able to pass the test 

Of this life lesson of figuring out 

I'd just rather 

Say to myself 

Nothing matters .